Got the car (:

Haha yeaaah ! I'm happy now.

Scion tC tho, but it's all good !

merry xmas!

& I'm honestly , truly 100% satisfied.

Thanks for giving me one of the best Christmas yet babes.

& as for my car... My parents really did try to find the car I want, but couldn't find a good price, the color I wanted, etc. So they're gonna take me to pick a different car. So yeah, I still get my car (:

Tired of it.

I do what I want, when I want.

There's nothing wrong with being different.

I'm ready for a new year already .

I feel a goooooooooooood Christmas coming my way (:

Probably the best Christmas I'll have yet .

People only realize what they had after they lose it, so hold onto what you have and never let it go.

from Marie Reyes & just what I needed.

"So I’ve come to realize that sometimes life gives you things that you can’t handle. Sometimes things don’t go the way that we planned. Sometimes people change without notice. Sometimes loved ones leave for no reason at all. Sometimes I don’t understand my own thoughts, feelings and wants. Sometimes, there just isn’t an answer.

Always believe that the first statement is wrong. Always leave room for flexibility and change, it’s ultimately for the better. Always know that those loved ones who left, made an impact on your life; so be greatful. Always know that it’s normal to not know everything about yourself, always realize that indecisiveness can be a blessing. Always know there’s an answer, it’s just that the answer may not be what we want to hear.

I thank God everyday for making me complicated. For making my life my own. I thank Him for the people He’s blessed me with, and greatful for strangers who’ve touched my heart. Sure life is tough, life’s a mess. But without those obstacles, without the chaos of love, there would honestly be nothing to live for, nothing to strive for, nothing to become.

Breathe. Fail. Accept. & Try all over again, because trying again in itself is a success, a success in learning and growing in mistakes and wrong decisions our previous selves had made. We are constantly becoming different people. With every thought, action, and through all the people we meet. Learn to love every single second of who you are, and know that if you don’t like what you see, it’s only in your power to change it.

Time for a change; Actually, there’s never a specific time, it’s just inevitable.

So let’s not fight it, and use it in our favor."

keep it classy.

Not like you.

"you can melt all the tension and ease all the pain,

Making all refreshed as a cleansing spring rain.

The honesty we share between us two,
Keeps this connection very dear and true.
We can talk about good times, talk about bad.
Talk about the present and the past that we had.

You accept me for me, for who I am.
My opinions and thoughts you never condemn.
There's nothing of me you ask or expect,
We have for each other the deepest respect.

It's truly amazing how you make my heart smile,
And you do it with such a graceful style.
Keeping my heart smiling all through the day.
And for you, I do thank God, when I pray.

There's a bond and a trust that's so very strong.
That I feel it is with you I truly want to belong.
A feeling of security, a safe- haven if you may.
And within this dream, I wish to forever stay."

boy

You're a cutie.

I don't care what others have to say or think, but you're really something different.

No wonder you're voted #1, according to my friends.

retreat

was AMAZING.

from you to me

(written in 5 mins by Pres in english class, haha.)

Whenever I see you,
we always have fun in any way,
you either call me baby or boo,
and you always manage to make my day.
We have many cute inside jokes,
like me calling you squirtle.
I'm finally getting along with your folks,
I want to get a pet turtle.
I'm sprung over your personality and good looks.
You're as beautiful as any white dove,
I need me a wife that knows how to cook.
All I need is your love.
I'm so into you Angelica,
I ain't never gonna find a replica.

happy birthday

Presley Viste <3

& this weeeek is gonna be so goood, I can already tell. I'm excited.

Really? Haha, wow so immature.

Don't care, karma's a bitch.

homecoming

was fun ! Sike.. Haha so Presley & I were losers that didn't go to homecoming but stopped by West Co mall to visit the people who were going. So yeah even though we missed out on that, it still was a good weekend (:

My lover, Row mofuckingbesteezy Vidal's birthday is tomorrow !
Seee ya @ Coconut Bay.

worst days of the month

if ya know what I mean ):
Stayed home, didn't go to school.

Lunch tomorrow with Viv & Myna?
Daily RA vent talks , mkays !

getting better

e v e r y d a y .

You make me the most happiest.
& only I can say and see that you have changed :)
I'm glad to be that girl .

Nocturnal '09

First rave. Got the rave name "Cutesy" & the night was really fun & amazing :)

short & quick

I miss you. I know friends come and go, and these kinda things happen all the time to friends, but I didn't want us to end up like this.. I know you need your time and space right now, I understand, & I can wait till you're ready to talk to me. But I hope one day you would let this all go, and everything would be all good again.

A friendship, and a friend like you means a lot to me. Nah, you weren't just a friend to me, you were and still are a big sister. A million times I'm sorry.

viv & myna

thanks for a gooooood day ! I needed that & I love our vent lunch talks at RA we have. Starting to be a daily thing now :)

Nocturnal in 5 days !

friends in general

Keep the ones who matter to you most & the ones that walks in when the rest of the world walks out. Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves. But believe the ones that you know you can really trust. A friend who's had way too many mistakes and continuously lie to your face as if it was okay without any feeling is not a real friend. Because no matter how many times people can say "they've learned from their mistakes" or " it will never happen again, things are gonna change", it never really does change. If you think about it, everyone's hypocritical and a victim of the crime.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget...

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"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them in the first place and now all of a sudden it's all you really want."

Starting off just being friends didn't start good to others, but to already have the feelings I'm starting to have is gonna be tough. I can see why she loved you the way she did, and as much as I told myself I wouldn't and can't, I don't think I can keep my word on that. I had the best night on Saturday that made me open my eyes to something amazing.

I just hope you understand..

junior baby

School started this week & it's actually not that bad. My classes are pretty chill this year ! & finally I have a class with my faves :) I should've taken that English AP class tho and Alg. 2 honors, but whatevs =/ I'm determined to do good this year tho !

Schedule :
Period 1 - Office Aide
Period 2- US History
Period 3- Chemistry
Period 4- Spanish 2
Period 5- English 11 CP
Period 6- Algebra 2

& it's annoyingly effing hot -__-

fresh start

They say you can't change a person, or a person can never change itself. But I honestly think a person can change, maybe for the better, or the worst.