Nocturnal '09

First rave. Got the rave name "Cutesy" & the night was really fun & amazing :)

short & quick

I miss you. I know friends come and go, and these kinda things happen all the time to friends, but I didn't want us to end up like this.. I know you need your time and space right now, I understand, & I can wait till you're ready to talk to me. But I hope one day you would let this all go, and everything would be all good again.

A friendship, and a friend like you means a lot to me. Nah, you weren't just a friend to me, you were and still are a big sister. A million times I'm sorry.

viv & myna

thanks for a gooooood day ! I needed that & I love our vent lunch talks at RA we have. Starting to be a daily thing now :)

Nocturnal in 5 days !

friends in general

Keep the ones who matter to you most & the ones that walks in when the rest of the world walks out. Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves. But believe the ones that you know you can really trust. A friend who's had way too many mistakes and continuously lie to your face as if it was okay without any feeling is not a real friend. Because no matter how many times people can say "they've learned from their mistakes" or " it will never happen again, things are gonna change", it never really does change. If you think about it, everyone's hypocritical and a victim of the crime.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget...

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"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them in the first place and now all of a sudden it's all you really want."

Starting off just being friends didn't start good to others, but to already have the feelings I'm starting to have is gonna be tough. I can see why she loved you the way she did, and as much as I told myself I wouldn't and can't, I don't think I can keep my word on that. I had the best night on Saturday that made me open my eyes to something amazing.

I just hope you understand..

junior baby

School started this week & it's actually not that bad. My classes are pretty chill this year ! & finally I have a class with my faves :) I should've taken that English AP class tho and Alg. 2 honors, but whatevs =/ I'm determined to do good this year tho !

Schedule :
Period 1 - Office Aide
Period 2- US History
Period 3- Chemistry
Period 4- Spanish 2
Period 5- English 11 CP
Period 6- Algebra 2

& it's annoyingly effing hot -__-